Holidayssss

Sorry for the late post because I'm busying with my final exams. See how many S's for the title. Obviously I going to have 4 months for holidays. I'm going to rot, seko, rusty, and maybe fat? Haha, because I won't be working for those months. I'm a kind of person that don't like to work. Only know who to eat, sleep, play nia. Ok la, I won't enjoy until I not going to care about my health, will always ajak friends to badminton, gym and somemore. XD

My finals were ended in no (dunno how to describe) feeling. But it was a total contra for the end for my MUFY. I am sad that I'm gonna left my college friends. Some gonna go overseas, some gonna retake, go other university. For those going Monash University Sunway Campus, I'm glad that I still can see ya all.

I'm not gonna blog about my personal feeling anymore (maybe) because to many 38 people around me. Dangerous. The one that really know how I feel would be myself and maybe one person but....HAIZ.

Gonna go now. Bye Bye

A Total Contra for My Day

Well, today I'm finished my Econs test and guess what, I totally screwed it big time. Even though it only consist of 2 marks overall, I feel so sorry for myself and also Ms. Raja Maney. I left it like so many blanks and can only answer the 24marks question. She looked at me very shock as I left the cold, pressure room like before 10.30am as the test supposed to finish at 11.10am. I think she was expecting me not to left the room early. Haiz never mind, it just 2 marks only as I'm quite satisfied with my internal marks. Hehe

After the Maths Workshop, Mark suggested us to go Klang for Bak Ku Teh. Then Chun Kiat led us to the way, not that his driving, his dad like totally disallowed him to drive to college or even around him place. Me and Chern Xi sat on his car. And he brought us to a famous shop around of his place. So, the people going were Me, CK, Mark, Chern Xi, Ching Ye, Emma and Fiona. I ate 3 times in KL and this Bah Ku Teh was the best even though no You Tiao. Then after that we went to Cendol Klang with the 7 of just queezing in Mark's Kia Rio. Imagine....Haha. Many things happened inside the car so it is better that I don't tell here. Haha. Overall, it was a satisfying and wonderful outing. Hope when I go CK there, he can drive me out. Haha

Then off I go back to Kuching. It was a sudden decision by my dad. It was really heart broken when seeing my grandma sitting there as if she don't know me, though she noted her head when I told her it me. She was once an energetic grandma with a lot of sound effects when watching drama, talk loudly, and nag here and there. But now, it was really heart broken. She was sitting on the chair just can talk like a baby, dadadadadada~~ And very weak with a big oxygen tank beside her. My house was like having a party though it was not because all my uncles, aunties and couzzy were at my place and some are staying overnight. Now, its 11.45pm and she is still doing the same sound. It is really sad and I wanted to cry but I keep holding my tears. How am I going to go back with a heavy heart? I gonna have my Finals in a week time. I felt so saddening.

GOD PLEASE HEAL HER WITH YOUR HEALING POWER AND LET HER RECOVERED. I DON'T WISH TO SEE MANY SAD FACES. GOD PLEASE HELP HER!!!!

And I thank you Mark Chee for bringing me all the way to LCCT. I will appreciate it and replay you back.

I think I got to go now. I will cry out if I continue to write. Bye bye and may God bless her~

Not Worth It

It just not worth it when studying for Economics B when 60% will be converted to 2%. Like last semester, 43/60 will be convert to 2% which means 1.4 +++. Since my internal mark is quite ok, is it worth it to study and stress up myself? Of course it for the preparation for the Finals, but i have made a decision of giving the 2 marks away. I think I at most can get 1/2 mark. Shis. Last sem I didn't study can still gt 1.4 sth marks. Hehe. Hope I can repeat what I have done in the pass. Wee~

I'm going back to Kuching tomorrow. It feels so sudden right?Yaya, my mum called up and ask me to go back. The air tickets already booked. The main reason is that to visit my grandmother whose days are counting now. According to my mum, she has not recovered yet since the past 2 weeks. I think it is time for here to leave us. Thought I'm not that close to her compare to my big bro, she is still my family and I should be going back.

And today supposed to be a Friday night outing, but because of the stupid trials which is worthless to study, I had to become a "nerd" to study. But, I ended up doing this post and clicking my mouse away for Facebook and Tournamentsoftware. I supposed can go pyramid with them but I have to 'study'. Sad that I can't go. They are watching movie together. Though i know what is their motive, but I still felt very sad and hurt. And I still can't hate them because they are my friends. Best friends some more. Never mind, I still have to carry on with my life.

Ok now, I have to continue my study facebooking now. GTG bye bye

1/2 Died

I'm am 1/2 dead right now, 1st accounts now maths. I'm sad right now. At first was like full of confidence completing the maths questions beside one damn stupid hard question. After listen to what their answers, I got so many mistakes and I'm down. T.T Still got two more trials to go and I don't have to mood to study now.

Now, so many people knew what happened to me. Shit la. How I wish no one could know. I'm not important as other people. Yes, I'm down and sad due to some reasons. The conclusion is that, I can't hate them and I can't do anything. Haiz.

Gonna continue my studies now. >.<

Till now then, bye bye. Here I go. I choose you , ECONS B!!!!!

Deadly weeks ahead

Wee~~ Arrrr~~ Just finish 1 out of 4 tests for the coming days. Just finish my Accounting topic test 3 and bam, i screwed it yet again. Though I misput some details and values, it will cause my HD to fly away. Boohoo. But on a contrast, Ms Raja Maney just gave back our Economincs Topic Tes 3 and again BOOM, I was the last one to be called. Which means I got the second hightest 38/40. WOOHOO, this marks my highest score in my history of Econs. Haha. But due to some careless and silly mistakes, I can't get 100. Nevermind then. Haha

Gonna undergo 3 more trials in the following 3 consecutive days. Maths, English and ECONS. Now, I'm doing this post because I am very lazy and no mood to do my Maths revision and the library is so cold.

I'm hurt and sad >.<

Ok got to go now. Bye bye

Disappointing Saturday!

Last Saturday it was one most disappointing day I ever been through since....I don't know when. Really I tell you. If you were me, you would feel that you wanna kill a person. All this happen it was because of the Langkawi trip. I will use Pokemon name to indicate their name (not the innocent wan).

Charmander called me in the afternoon. You know, IT WAS MY NAPPY TIME!!! He said we are going to Jolteon house in Alor Setar, which has no extra space for Chloe and Bing Yee. I'm expecting him to tell me we find some alternative. But you know what he told me :" You called them and tell them no need to go anymore liaw (in chinese). WTH?WTF? Are you expecting me to be the bad guy. I'm the one who invited them to go and now you wan me to call them? NO WAY SUCKER!! But you know what Chansey done? He straight called Bing Yee. WTH?I straight I informed them I will cancel my air ticket. I WAS SO DAMN PISSED THAT DAY. Chansey, Jolteon and Charmander gave me a thinking of that they only care about themselves and do not care about others. The night before, when I told Chansey that Winson's replacement was Bing Yee, she gave me a "why you called them" face. Fuck la. If you don't want them go, then fine. BUT WHY IN THE FIRST PLACE YOU GUYS WAN ME TO INVITE 2 MORE???????

In the night, I almost blow of my top and quarrel with Chansey. Emma already cannot tahan and use the "shut the fuck up" tone and talk. She thought she was right the whole time and she though she is the Almighty. nah o0o. I already long time ago pissed off by you because of your demanding attitude, that why the first place I don't be friend with you in high school. YOU ARE NOT A GOOD GIRL AS WHAT YOU ALWAYS SAID. NEVER. In the end, Emma, Fiona and PeiTing stand beside me and we won. Chloe and Bing Yee still going. Fuck you all la. And my plan still on >.< .

Ok I think I express enough. Though everything turn out to be the same now, but you had let me disappointed and disgrace to be your friend. I will not treat you as what we had treat you. As what Emma said, stop your almighty attitude. And this is from me, if you still continue like that, you will ended up be lonely.!!

Ok, got to go now. I skipped English to study Accounting Topic Test 3. I cannot afford to take Distinction anymore. HD is what I wan for my Finals. I will have Acct test tomorrow, Maths trials on Thursday, English trials on Friday and ECONS TRIALS ON SATURDAY which will gonna be the HARDESTTTT AND TOUGHESTTTTTTTTT!!!!

Till now then, toodles.....

Random post

Today, it was Mufy Talent Quest. No, I didn't took part. I don't have talent at all. My singing ok ok nia. I don't guitar, piano, dancing or violin. So I just have to sit by the audience chairs and support my friends. Qi Yi got second for Modelling category, which was not expected as we want her to win and Esther Lee lost out. We all also expected her to win as she has the model face. But ended the Botswana girl, who wore ChiongSam, won it. She I think was clever to impress the judges. Cavan on the other hand won the Singing and Dancing category. He was so damn funny and he has skills. Congratulation to them. How I wish I'm talented. Haha.

Yesterday was one tirinng day. I told CK than I'm tired and emo-ish. But he say how could I be emo when he was not even emo. That's true when he was "not accepted" by *ehm* somebody. I can't say it here say. Too much info already. I felt so sad and sorry for him. CK, you still can do it. Ok back to what I wanna say. I don't know why I was feeling so tired that day. It was not the usual hyperactive, talkative and noisy Ah Bong, but it was the sleepy, tired and maybe emo Cherng. Izzit I think too much. Maybe gua. The Final exams are coming but on top of that Econs Topic Test 3(hardest) is on Monday and I have touch a bit yet. "Yeah" me. Because I was thinking too much, I screwed my "911" Account Test. That was suppose to help us replace out marks but I done the same mistake again. Haiz. Never mind liaw. Maybe I was thinking so someone else too. I can;t hold it back. I just wanna know her well as I already heard so many "comments" on her already. I really hope she is not that kind of girl. *X my fingers*

Ok la. I now in the foyer with no want around me beside Kenny nia. Hope she is around >.<. I will stop here and do my account assignment now. Damn it, it so difficult to do.

See ya all.